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I guess I never really expected anything from myself.
There was a time in my life (cliché) when I didn’t care about my future and began to distance myself from the people closest to me. I began spiraling out of control, and at the time I thought nothing about it. I was hung out with the wrong person, it was just me and him, all the time. We dated for a year. The relationship was completely toxic. He treated me like crap but I stayed, even after my friends stopped being my friends and I stopped talking to my brother.
I hated that part of my life. I didn’t now who I was or what I was aiming to be. When that relationship ended I decided that I wanted to prove myself stronger and better ( ironic bc that song was extremely popular at the time).
I chose to transfer from my toxic environment that following year and change to a high school that I thought would encourage me to pursue my dream. During that phase of my life I forgot about college and everything that I had dreamed about when I was a little kid.
Now when I look back, as I scrolled through that person’s profile, I get a gut reaction. Where would I be if I stayed with him? A pot head, pregnant, drop-out… I just didn’t know what I wanted then.
Today, I am on my way to college. I made the best decision regarding my education. My only dream is unfolding in front of my eyes. It’s scary and crazy. I’m 18 now and I will leave home in less than 5 months. I never thought things would unfold like this. I’m in shock at how my life changed so drastically. I am in love with all my hopes for next fall. *(shakes with nervousness).*
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